I missed my psychiatrist appointment this week, I couldn't get out of bed. I'm disappointed I missed it. I rescheduled for a couple of weeks, but still. I really needed to talk to her about weaning me off the Olanzapine. I can definitely feel the difference being on this lower dose. It's so difficult because I like the medicine, it was working for me, but it's increasing my heart rate and I'm gaining too much weight being on it long term like I have been. So I don't know what to do, which is what's wanted to talk to Dr. Barkin about. Now I just need to wait a couple more weeks.
I have my sleep study on the 7th of April. My original appointment got cancelled due to staffing issues, so that sucked. In glad I could reschedule, but in the mean time I'm stuck not sleeping or suffocating while I do.
I've for sure picked a job coach, Tami. I really like her. I've filled out a volunteer application form for the county and am waiting to hear back from that. Volunteering seems to be a good way to get your feet wet in the job setting again. But I'm still so wary of working.
Anyway, schematics.
It's supposed to be nice all week. Maybe I'll get out one of these days and soak in some sunshine. But for today, it's ok to not be ok.
